The source of strength from God...... and HIM alone......

The weekly drinking in of God's word and also being in His presence is always something to look forward to...or should i say, SHOULD be something to look forward to. However, many times we over look all these and our minds are all the "what should i wear tomorrow?" or "where should we go later"...and many many more.... After a tired day, may due to work or any other things that may have caused u to be so drain out, a day at HOF on friday or even on sunday would made my day. Strengthen me and make me feel so much afresh.. Prepares me for a brand new day of work the next day.

Work can be boring. People at work can be irritating. However, the peace in your heart can nulify all these and makes it more meaningful to work. I'm really looking forward to this Christmas season with the Halls and also the project that we are embarking on the 19 December. As i was looking at the photos of the people in philippines today, i just can't help but having both happiness and sadness at the same time. My heart feels for them. The number of people who lost their homes, love ones.. They are so poor and now, they don't even have a proper shelter. Singaporeans are so blessed. Happy because i know i was one of them, who did a little to be a part of this project in philippines to help the poor. =)

Yes, i repeat. Work can be boring. Doing something without meaning will really drag my feet. There are many different kinds of people at work. It really all depends on which sides u will take, the positive or the negative side. It also affects your mood during work. However, i really thank God for a good buddy, who is really kind & helpful. It might not be an ideal job, but after listening to Cindiie, i really thank God so much for this job. Haha...because as said "Cindiie works like a dog". Haha...

I'm also glad to meet up with friends recently. Manage to catch up with cindiie... met the usual clique jaecia and the rest... Friends are really important in everyones life. They were with you through the ups and downs. I don't know about others, but my friends around me are amazing. That is why i really cherish and treasure them alot. I will definately go an extra mile to lend a hand or even try my best to catch up with them. As i'm rather busy now, I still pray for a little more time so i can have sometime to meet up with my friends. On friday, thinking back the times i had with all my close friends really brought me to tears. I miss those days....

BUT... above all.... I'm still happy for where i am now. I thank God for a caring boyfriend who loves me alot. I have nothing else to ask for... He did his very best... even when he is having exams, he still meets me and spend time with me. I felt bad for making him wait for me while i was doing my mystery shopping just now.. Thank you baby. I couldn't ask for more... because you have given me more than what i would have asked for.



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I'm starting work tomorrow!!! ya..its a full time, perm job. Finally rite? Well... Although it may seems not a very good start, however, i still thank God for this opportunity and also that i am able to get a job in such a short period. I did not aggressively look for one only after the HR manager have given me the red light as there are no perm or contract job at esprit at this moment. Well..i do have my own expenses and burdens to fulfill...so ya..since then, i decided to look for a job. It was like less than 1 month. All glory be to God.

Was in church today. It was good to be back to church after 1 whole week of work as i was rushing to finish off wad i can before i leave Esprit and also preparing myself for the new start tomorrow. YES TOMORROW! anyway.. Was listening to Pastor Lim as he closed the service today. He was telling us how he witness the people in Philippines. As a pastor, he witness the need and the cries in the wilderness... It gets tiring after a while... after helping and helping and there are still so much to help. My heart feels for the needies.. for the people who are experiencing earthquakes.. all the disasters that are happening around the world. Will there be sufficient help? no. Will there be sufficient fund? no. But i'm really glad that people all around the world are doing sthing to help. And as for me? I'm looking forward to next year's mission trips.. to wherever it is.. i'm really looking forward.. =) This makes me realise... I do not need to earn big bucks...to live luxury..but as long as i live my life with a meaning.

Had a wonderful 3 months with my boy recently and i've got a Aldo bag from him. Hehe... It wasn't a routine 2 give presents on our monthiversary.. but he was thoughtful enough to surprise me with one! thanks baby! Some outdated fotos...



New day, new beginning. I really pray that I will have good superior..good colleagues... Thats all i ask for. And of cuz, good progression!!! Get well soon bee bee...

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Big create ended. Finally.. After practicing for about a month, it finally has come to an end. I did not regret making this decision to help region B once again. From a G12 leader, to a G12 member.. From a Heart.Sports regular, to a HOF regular only. I have not been helping much.. because i have stepped down. I told myself, after my uni, i will continue to do my best in church. This is the 1st step i take..and i'm glad i did.

It not only helped me draw closer to God, it opens my eyes wider, to see the warmth and the sweetness of people around me once again. Yes, even before the competition, i knew my region was the weakest, and being the top 2 was definately out of the question. We practice, prayed and even on that day itself, winning was never in my mind. We were just out there to minister to the people. We did our very best... All glory to God.

Even after we sang, i was still trembling while seeing other groups performing. This was my first time performing in the Promise auditorium. It wasn't that scary when i was on the stage, but what was in my mind was "Will the audiance enjoy our performace, will our song touch their hearts?".

However, what touches me and encouraged me most was.... This little girl.

She waited for me at the entrance of the toilet. I don't know her at all. Her eyes was looking at mine. And i tot she has something to ask me. I bowed down to listen what she has to say. And she said " You sang very well". And she walked off...

She brightens up my day. When i walked out of the toilet, i saw little joy joy and her mum. She recognises me and she too say "You sang well". Well...i know i can never compare to what has been presented on the stage by other regions, but its not the matter of winning this competition, but whether u have touched the lives of other people. Many times in life, this matters most issn't? Not the results, but the process...

I enjoyed myself last night, be it on stage or on my seat watching the other performance. I'm glad too that kebin was there to support and watch me. =)



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I'm looking for a JOB!!!!! Any kind soul can recommend me a job. I'm running low, running dry.... Sent out a few resumes...hopefully to get some replies soon!!!!

Request by Ms yee yee that she is so bored that she went round reading people's blog and complaining people haven been updating their blogs. Hey, we are busy people ok? We need to work... Came back so tired alrdy where gt time 2 blog. Want fotos just go fb to check out!

Anyway had a great time with Kebin, sandy & bf at Marina barrage. We took alot of pictures! Here are some of the pictures we took...



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Have not blog for quite some time. Everyday is somehow like a routine. Work work work.... Miss the school days..where i have all the free time i want. The days when i don't feel like going to school, i can skip class. But when one starts work, we don't have the choice but have to live with the pathetic 10-14 days of leave.

Did not play vball for quite some time. Everybody was so busy. Anyway i will be doing a flea on 19 Sept! do drop by if you are free! Great to have my dear bf who is so willing to help me in this flea.. Hugz....

As most of my friends were saying, we are still at our honeymoon period. haha.. I just hope this honeymoon period will last...

Convo this friday! Will have more pics to upload soon!

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Yes. I've did a number retention. I love my 116. So at least i'll remember my green mazda premacy. Drove to bugis on saturday! And i drove my parents to church on sunday. Enjoy driving the new xiaobai. =)

Spoke to kevin online just now. Kinda miss the supper clique. Times are really different now. Yes, i do not have much time now as i'm working and of course having a bf now. There are definately sacrifices that i need to make. But i really do miss meeting them. They no longer call me out for supper.. Its sad though. I don't deny, i do miss the old days. =(


It was National Day yesturday!! Happy National Day! Marina square was packed with people..We suppose to watch fireworks...yet we didn't catch it. TOO PACKED! it seems like a new year countdown! haha.. I saw many people singing along at the national day booth.. Church was good. They sang kit chan's "Home", we sang the national anthem and recited the pledge. Feels so good...

Back to work tomorrow~ Good thing is...this week starts on tuesday..so no monday blues for me. Hehe...more photos to be uploaded on weixiong's birthday!~

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Yay!~ He is finally back! Back with all my pressies!~ haha... I'm happy to pick him up from the airport. I rushed down after a quick shower and was surprise to see 1 of his gd friend's gf there too! she recognise me. At least i'm not alone waiting for them. Guess what? She didn't tell her bf she'll be there too! hehe....both of us were there 2 give our bfs a surprise. They took so long to come out lor. Glad that he is surprised and happy 2 see me at the airport!

I've got taiyang biscuits, pineapple biscuits, some seaweed biscuits, facial masks, jelly, dresses, top, my requested "xiong bao bei" and a cute hp key chain with our fotos on it. haha... quite funny though. I didn't hav enough sleep the past few nites. Yawn....so tired.....

Went to ion on saturday. Its not very fanstastic i would feel, but can try going there for food. Some interesting restaurant. Caught Hangover. Quite a funny movie. Catch it if u can!



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