Somehow i regret telling my superior that i am too free at work. The thought of the no. of tasks I have to fulfill and the no. of responsibilities that are coming their way wears me off. Ever since Agnes (my marketing colleague) left, I have not been surfing facebook much, chatting much... I felt like I have no life. BooOo......

Its raining now.. So I'm a little free to blog. Not that I have finish my work, but i refuse to continue. Yet, I must learn to relax and not give myself so much pressure. Work can never be done, so what for rush right? Anyway tomorrow i'm working, so i'll just leave it till tomorrow. =)

Just read yee's blog just now. Alot of emotions as i read the post on her uncle and also the post about her friends.. Hehe...both sad and happy. Her write up about her uncle reminds me of mine. My uncle pass on 2 years ago. Though I am not very attached to him, but i'll never forget the effort he made when my family visits his home. He always bought my favourite hokkien mee. No matter how late it was, he never fails to bring back a packet of hokkien mee for me. I didn't attend his funeral as I was having projects that period of time.

10 years of friendship issn't easy ya? There were lots of ups and downs. The group can be bigger.. if not for the things that happen in these recent years.. Thinking back, I had issues with yee before. Haha...but i'm glad we are still very close now. I treasure this grp of friends alot. We will be going for a short trip in August...Right? *excited*

Haha...But lets think nearer. Hongkong trip in 2 weeks time!! Can't wait!!

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Hi Everyone! I guess I have been neglecting this blog again.. Hehe...and till huiyee reminded me to blog few days ago. Work have really been quite busy for me. Okok...shall not find excuses not to blog.

2010 has been an eventful year. Major things happen around me. Friends whom are attached for many years broke up, friends whom are good friends for years went separate ways.. Well, it has been quite tiring seeing all these. Not just being there to give support, but the frequency or the fact that all these happens during the same time makes me tired. Yet, I still hope the best for all of them, because they are my friends whom I do cherish a lot.

Work is more challenging now as I am adding on a new role at work. I am still picking up from my marketing colleague and hopefully before she leaves, I will be more or less prepared to perform the tasks. Colleagues are ok, bosses are ok. Well, I really thank God for this opportunity to be able to learn. And of course, I would really want to be exposed to many different areas. It will definately be a good training and learning ground. =) Really thank God.

Met up with some of my friends recently. I guess we are all entering into a different stage of life. Our conversations are more of work related and marriage. Its quite scary how some of my friends are getting married or had propossed. haha... Jaecia had accepted the proposal and will be getting married next year. I will be one of her jie mei! haha.. This will be my first "jie mei" session for my friends. Unless someone else get married first, hor yee? hehe... Met up with sherrie few days ago. Thanks for the treat babe. I forgot to bring my wallet that day, left it in the office. We had a short but fruitful time together. I am always encouraged by her life and do see how God has been blessing her. From a student, a working adult and now married. I am sure God is going to provide you girl, so whenever u start worrying, u know God has seen you through and He will continue to bless you in whatever you do. =)

Had a couple outing with my group of girls and their respective boyfriends on April Fools day! Its the 1st time we had this outing...because Im finally attached. Wahahaha!! Most of them are attached for a long time already. Had an enjoyable time at Sunset Grill @ Seletar. =)


Had a good day at Universal Studio yesterday. We didn't go in as the admission is too expensive. Hehe.. We promised each other that we will be back for the hotels before he start work. Really Thank God for his job. I am happy for him and I'm sure he is happy too. Well done baby! It has been tough for us the past few weeks. Many unhappiness yet I'm glad our hearts are still in one. We love each other. Looking forward to the hongkong trip in may...



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Hello! How's everybody? Its been a long time since I blog. Well, forgive me. I have been really busy. Alot of things happen, yet I don't have the time to pen down my thoughts. Here's a brief one.

My year started off with a langkawi trip with my baby and his friend and gf. We had a great time there. With such a short time there, we manage to cover the whole of langkawi, visit most of the tourist attractions and had the most KFC meals. Haha.. We had KFC for 2 days. Had the cheapest dinner at their night market and that was also our best meals. Cheap and good. However, there were lots of hiccups. We had a hit and run accident. But thank God we are not in the car. Due to that, we lost about 100RM each. Damn angry though... Photos were not uploaded yet... Waiting for some approval. Haha...

Well, so far 2010 wasn't very bad. Met up with some of my friends. Initially there was an offer from Esprit. I was quite excited about it, but i think it wasn't God's will for me though. Well, I've gotten over it. =) Met up with sherrie 2 weeks ago. Our met up was short and sweet. We manage to catch up with each other and she never fail to encourage me through her life. She is happily married. Thank you for meeting up and praying for me. =)

Sherrie was right. I was indeed very blessed. God really blesses me in my work place. People whom was least well-liked, seem to treat me well. This makes my work here so much easier. And as i thought about it, God has been faithful. I was confirmed earlier than expected, just in time for bonus. And know what, the bonus is just enough for me to pay my road tax. Timely. If i were to be confirmed 3 months after i started work, I would not be qualified for my pro-rated bonus. God is good. =)

Chinese New Year is around the corner. I have been spending alot this month! This new year will be a different year. I was just telling jiahui that this is the 1st year we are celebrating New year and Valentine's day with our bfs. Haha.. Its no longer a boring new year. And of course, we are looking forward to collecting more ang baos for our hk trip!

Yes! I will be going hongkong with my baby this may! His graduation trip. The same week as jiahui. Probably we could see each other there! haha...And guess what, We will be going with Sandy and Yilun. So happen they were thinking of going too!! We shall start saving for our trip....

More meet ups this week! And more work outs before CNY. If not, people will stop recognising me. Haha...

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Happy 2010!!!!!!

Its a brand new year! I will do this every year, so this year will not be exceptional.

2009 was a different year for me. A year of facing the challenges and adapting the differences. A year of more emotions involve and of course stepping out of my comfort zone. Graduated in August and a switch from a student life to a working adult life was not easy for me at all. The late nights no longer exist. We all agree that our body is moving a step back and I get sleepy after 10pm while it should be the start of the day when i'm a student. Thinking back, it probably be our start of our "farrer mac". Heh....

God was good to me and He never fail to provide. He provide when I need a job. He provides comfort when I need one. He provides good friends who are so willing to be there for me. And also, He provides me me a boyfriend who is always so willing to do his best for me and for this relationship. The times when i gets so pek chek, the times when I can't accompany him, the times when I have other commitments, he might not be happy but he is always doing his best to accept and love me.

God has been faithful. I might complain about my work, about the working hours and all, but I have good bosses who recognize my work. My salary was way from what i would expect, but I believe He will provide. I pray for the coming year, that I will grow closer to the Lord and I will do better as an individual. Yes, I do want a break through in my career, but more importantly, be someone who can not only impact others but also be a good testimony among people. There are so many things i want to do and learn.

Hereby wish everyone a Happy and Purposeful New Year. Langkawi here i come!!!!





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The source of strength from God...... and HIM alone......

The weekly drinking in of God's word and also being in His presence is always something to look forward to...or should i say, SHOULD be something to look forward to. However, many times we over look all these and our minds are all the "what should i wear tomorrow?" or "where should we go later"...and many many more.... After a tired day, may due to work or any other things that may have caused u to be so drain out, a day at HOF on friday or even on sunday would made my day. Strengthen me and make me feel so much afresh.. Prepares me for a brand new day of work the next day.

Work can be boring. People at work can be irritating. However, the peace in your heart can nulify all these and makes it more meaningful to work. I'm really looking forward to this Christmas season with the Halls and also the project that we are embarking on the 19 December. As i was looking at the photos of the people in philippines today, i just can't help but having both happiness and sadness at the same time. My heart feels for them. The number of people who lost their homes, love ones.. They are so poor and now, they don't even have a proper shelter. Singaporeans are so blessed. Happy because i know i was one of them, who did a little to be a part of this project in philippines to help the poor. =)

Yes, i repeat. Work can be boring. Doing something without meaning will really drag my feet. There are many different kinds of people at work. It really all depends on which sides u will take, the positive or the negative side. It also affects your mood during work. However, i really thank God for a good buddy, who is really kind & helpful. It might not be an ideal job, but after listening to Cindiie, i really thank God so much for this job. Haha...because as said "Cindiie works like a dog". Haha...

I'm also glad to meet up with friends recently. Manage to catch up with cindiie... met the usual clique jaecia and the rest... Friends are really important in everyones life. They were with you through the ups and downs. I don't know about others, but my friends around me are amazing. That is why i really cherish and treasure them alot. I will definately go an extra mile to lend a hand or even try my best to catch up with them. As i'm rather busy now, I still pray for a little more time so i can have sometime to meet up with my friends. On friday, thinking back the times i had with all my close friends really brought me to tears. I miss those days....

BUT... above all.... I'm still happy for where i am now. I thank God for a caring boyfriend who loves me alot. I have nothing else to ask for... He did his very best... even when he is having exams, he still meets me and spend time with me. I felt bad for making him wait for me while i was doing my mystery shopping just now.. Thank you baby. I couldn't ask for more... because you have given me more than what i would have asked for.



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I'm starting work tomorrow!!! ya..its a full time, perm job. Finally rite? Well... Although it may seems not a very good start, however, i still thank God for this opportunity and also that i am able to get a job in such a short period. I did not aggressively look for one only after the HR manager have given me the red light as there are no perm or contract job at esprit at this moment. Well..i do have my own expenses and burdens to fulfill...so ya..since then, i decided to look for a job. It was like less than 1 month. All glory be to God.

Was in church today. It was good to be back to church after 1 whole week of work as i was rushing to finish off wad i can before i leave Esprit and also preparing myself for the new start tomorrow. YES TOMORROW! anyway.. Was listening to Pastor Lim as he closed the service today. He was telling us how he witness the people in Philippines. As a pastor, he witness the need and the cries in the wilderness... It gets tiring after a while... after helping and helping and there are still so much to help. My heart feels for the needies.. for the people who are experiencing earthquakes.. all the disasters that are happening around the world. Will there be sufficient help? no. Will there be sufficient fund? no. But i'm really glad that people all around the world are doing sthing to help. And as for me? I'm looking forward to next year's mission trips.. to wherever it is.. i'm really looking forward.. =) This makes me realise... I do not need to earn big bucks...to live luxury..but as long as i live my life with a meaning.

Had a wonderful 3 months with my boy recently and i've got a Aldo bag from him. Hehe... It wasn't a routine 2 give presents on our monthiversary.. but he was thoughtful enough to surprise me with one! thanks baby! Some outdated fotos...



New day, new beginning. I really pray that I will have good superior..good colleagues... Thats all i ask for. And of cuz, good progression!!! Get well soon bee bee...

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Big create ended. Finally.. After practicing for about a month, it finally has come to an end. I did not regret making this decision to help region B once again. From a G12 leader, to a G12 member.. From a Heart.Sports regular, to a HOF regular only. I have not been helping much.. because i have stepped down. I told myself, after my uni, i will continue to do my best in church. This is the 1st step i take..and i'm glad i did.

It not only helped me draw closer to God, it opens my eyes wider, to see the warmth and the sweetness of people around me once again. Yes, even before the competition, i knew my region was the weakest, and being the top 2 was definately out of the question. We practice, prayed and even on that day itself, winning was never in my mind. We were just out there to minister to the people. We did our very best... All glory to God.

Even after we sang, i was still trembling while seeing other groups performing. This was my first time performing in the Promise auditorium. It wasn't that scary when i was on the stage, but what was in my mind was "Will the audiance enjoy our performace, will our song touch their hearts?".

However, what touches me and encouraged me most was.... This little girl.

She waited for me at the entrance of the toilet. I don't know her at all. Her eyes was looking at mine. And i tot she has something to ask me. I bowed down to listen what she has to say. And she said " You sang very well". And she walked off...

She brightens up my day. When i walked out of the toilet, i saw little joy joy and her mum. She recognises me and she too say "You sang well". Well...i know i can never compare to what has been presented on the stage by other regions, but its not the matter of winning this competition, but whether u have touched the lives of other people. Many times in life, this matters most issn't? Not the results, but the process...

I enjoyed myself last night, be it on stage or on my seat watching the other performance. I'm glad too that kebin was there to support and watch me. =)



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